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01.06.07 -
A touching letter from Britney Dear Fans,
I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.
It’s so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It’s like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don’t know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn’t be here.
Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.
This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person...it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.
I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter...to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch."
I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.
I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want...and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him...or her.
Love, Britney
Quote of the month...
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You´re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty. - from ritneySpears.com News get from: http://www.totallybritney.com by MC |
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.05.0 -
Britney’s Pedicure Emergency! It’s been an interesting week for BRITNEY SPEARS: First she held up a flight because she reportedly wanted leather seats and didn’t get them; then a technical hiccup forced her to improvise during a performance at the House of Blues in Florida.
Now, will her comeback be derailed by a pedicure emergency?
"My toenails look so bad right now," she says in a bizarre new video. "Hello? I totally need a pedicure!"
Is Britney going to have a breakdown? Not likely. The video is actually a scene from E!’s newest reality TV series, "Sunset Tan," premiering Monday, May 28 at 10:30 p.m. following the premiere of "The Simple Life Goes to Camp."
The wild new show chronicles the drama and misadventures of the owners and employees of a tanning salon on the celebrity-filled Sunset Strip in Hollywood. With celebrity clients ranging from Britney to PARIS HILTON and some of the most bizarre and outrageous tanning requests caught on tape, anything goes in the half-hour series.
"I love tanning because it’s my time to escape from the world," says Britney, who drops in on "Sunset Tan" for a naked spray tan and emerges with a positive review: "I love it."
Over the weekend, Britney hit the stage in Orlando and Miami to continue her string of sold-out shows at the House of Blues. While the shows were met with screams from excited fans in the crowd, there may have been a few technical difficulties. Various reports claim that during one performance, Britney’s backing track skipped during the performance, throwing off the song -- but Britney quickly turned her back to the audience to cover the mishap.
And according to Page Six, when Britney boarded her flight from L.A. to Florida, she allegedly demanded to be let off the plane at the last minute because the seats were not made of leather. The flight was reportedly delayed for almost an hour due to her hasty exit. - from etonline.com News get from: http://www.totallybritney.com by MC |
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Dr. Phil: Britney Spears Is A ’Loving Mother’ Another season of Dr. Phil is upon us and that means more controversy, arguments and no-nonsense talk from Dr. Phil.
The Dr. Phil House returns on Mondays and this season, we find out if Dr. Phil can help a couple married for 18 years with four kids and a slew of problems.
Infidelity is just the start of their list of issues.
“These are intelligent people who simply don’t get what’s going on with these kids,” he said. “What you’re going to see is [you’re] going to have people in Pittsburgh on their feet yelling at the screen, ’Dr. Phil, what are you doing to do about this?’"
Speaking of professional help – what about Britney Spears? The public has seen her take a turn from glowing pop star, to wife and mother, to party-crazed divorcee, to head-shaven rehab grad.
So what’s the deal with America’s former sweetheart?
“In the Britney situation, I know Lynne, and she’s a good mom, and yet you still see what’s happened here,” he said. “They have too much money, too much power, too much influence, and not enough maturity to handle it. That spells real problems.”
It’s a lesson for would-be child stars, which also happens to be the topic of another Dr. Phil episode series premiering on Thursday, May 17.
“Most child stars lose it once they grow up, and it is a long way to fall from stardom and adulation to not even being able to get work,” according to Dr. Phil.
But that being said – he believes not all is lost for Britney.
“The thing that gives me hope about Britney is that she is a devoted and loving mother, and I hope those children may be the north stars that keep her on track long term.”
The child stars episode is a three-part series that tracks mothers and kids behind the scenes as they work their way up the entertainment industry ladder.
Dr. Phil says he hopes what mothers see will change what they think about making kids famous. - from kdka.com News get from: http://www.totallybritney.com by MC |
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